Wednesday, March 26, 2008
despite everything, you're the only one that can take away my insecurities <3
Have you ever been in love, Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone, Steal your heart away
You'd give anything, To make them feel the same
went t dear's place tday. he was seriously high whn i reached, he was like singin and stuff and tld me t contorl him, which i tried but t no avail. hahhas, so i jus kept ignoring him, hahas but... it was realli funny, anyway, he was wawa-in, 2.5 t be exact, thn when he wanted t go bath, and asked me t take over, the cards were suddenly realli gd, and he came back. hahhas. and i managed t hear a veryyy interestin convo abt a dragon, centipede and seaweed. seriously, dont ask. hhahas. anyway, we went t the pasa malam aft tat. bought food and drinks, i seriously wna try the chicken kebab. hahas, temptin. we took the bus dwn t cck cc t meet his frens. quite borin there. lols. we went t lot one aft tat
wen t buy drinks with dear and jack, thn waited for bus t go t another court. the bus trip was quite funny i guess, involves fat bast from austin powers though. hahas. talked t van fr a while on the phone, we both came t the conclusion that leavin the clique in the past was the best decision that fate threw upon us in the past. its been 2 close to 3 years and it surprises me how she has never changed, up till now, she still thinks that the world should revolve around her. its been so long and yet she still behaves like a kid, seriously, grow up. luckily for me, i was backstabbed by her in the past, if not, i wont have a clique as awesome as the cals. =) hahas. i dont deny the fact that i may be a hypocrite, but at least i no im not as big of a hypocrite as she is. anyway, dear played ball while i talked t van. aft they played fin ball, went t lot 1, thn dear helped me direct the cab driver and i cabbed back. the uncle was like realli nice, dear n i both tld him tat i was rushin so he sped the whole way, i kept checkin the speed meter, it was like 100/110 km/h, it was seriously freakinn fast, even faster thn dad which is like seriously fast. i nearly got a heart attack, i rmb grippin the hand rail thingy damn hrd, hahas.
yesterday's scene is still etched in my mind, the words still vivid in my mind, tears were shed, words were thrown, but at the end of the day, wad matters is your trust and the fact that everything is ok now. the fact that you dont think of me that way is enough for me. i cant make promises but wad i can tell you is that ily and that you've alr become someone i cant live without.
valentine's day/8:10 AM
